I donno if this is wat i wan.. He make me sick.. Made me feel guilty of things that i suppose i didn't do. Y does it have to be me?? What is in facebook that makes him say things that i don even know and wants me to find out my own mistake myself.. Arrgghh!! Full of nonsense.. Partly is my fault to engage myself to a married life with someone that is NEVER prepared to be a husband.. So far, I've been a faithful wife.. Since the marriage happens, i've never cheated on him or go out with someone else..

I'm 8days late right now.. Hopefully not gonna be pregnant.. I don wan my kids ggrowing up to know that his father is irresponsible, tempermental.. asshole!!!