Sunday, August 30, 2009

I feel bored today.. Hmmm.. after my mum chased us out of the house, we became more independent.. I love my husband more.. but i have this feeling he still cheats on me.. i can't accuse but to wait till the time comes.. he still hit me sometimes.. but wat can i do?? i feel near yet far.. wat is this?? he said i irritate him sometimes.. damn.. i feel so like shit sia.. like today, his break time is 2hr.. not even a sec he called to check on me.. infact, he have never checked on me at all.. only i'm the one who's keep on calling.. understand he;s using prepaid.. but don tell me, that to waste just 10cents on me is hard for him.. god, wtf am i goin through?? who am i with now?? my husband / or stranger?? arhgg.. forget boput it.. as long as i son get to find out again that he cheats on me.. bloody hurts..

Monday, August 17, 2009


Hi, many things happened these few month or weeks indeed. My parents chased out of hse n now i'm staying in my papa's hse. my papa went to prison for drugs again.. hotdog nothing.. my husband no difference.. I don understand this life.. my sis worst!! i hate this life.. full of miserables!! miah resigned.. hotdog try to get away from me i guess.. ok lah.. gtg!!