Sad

I feel so sad... I cried.. I love him.. He says i humiliate him but.. I feel the pain in my heart.. I love him so much.. I was assulted.. Allah give me peace in mind.. Putri, pls pray for our happiness.. I feel pain on my body.. But the pain in my heart is deeper.. Kill me!!! I hate this life.. God take my soul away.. Let me be with Putri.... I hate it.. I love him.. But i hate life!!! God y u punish me this WAY?? I love u muhammad sufiyan.. But... U dare to hurt mr.. How dare u... Y don u have a feeling for me?? *SOB*-_-...

Today i feel frustrated with my husband.. He really piss me off.. Fuck!!! He said he had 20bucks that he finish it for a day in school?? He asked for 30bucks from me.. I don mind about that in the first place.. Yesterday i bought him a shoe n a nice bag that he longing for.. He asked why i bought for him?? Fuck!! Wat hell qsn is that??? He didn't even say thanks.. I hate him.. He seem so happy that i i gave him the 30bucks just now.. gosh... Wat is he been up to?? I love him.. Pls.. Don let him fool me like a stupid pig... I don like to be a fool wat can i do??? Shit!!!!!!